Was my life just a bad dream
or did I lose my reality?
You ruined it all, now heal me
As I may still have the chance to be free Robbed of every emotion
My life's a *** infection
Since all I had and loved seems disappeard
not getting back what I lost is my biggest fear In every moment, in every instant... your violence surrounds me
In every moment, in every instant... your violence is inside of me 18 years... It's been so long but I survived
Stuck in hole for a lifetime
I wondered if I was alive
Although it's over I still feel In every moment, in every instant... your violence surrounds me
In every moment, in every instant... your violence is inside of me And now I'm free in the prison of my memories
but I'll never know what I'd have become