Fifth of November
When I walked you home
That's when I nearly said it
But then said forget it and froze
Do you remember?
You probably don't
Cause the sparks in the sky took a hold of your eyes while we spoke
Yesterday,
drank way too much and stayed up too late
Started to write what I wanna say
Deleted the message but I still remember it said
I wish I was who your drunk text did admit
I wish I was the reason you stay up till 3 and you can't fall asleep
Waiting for me to reply I wish
I was more than just someone you walk
by Wish I was a scared to be honest and open
Instead of just hoping you feel what I'm feeling inside
the seventh and nothing has changed
it's hard to get by when you're still on my mind every day
sometimes a question if you feel the same
do we make stupid
trying to hide that we're both too afraid to say
I wish I was who you drop texted at midnight
Wish I was the reason you stay up till three
and you can't fall
asleep waiting for me to reply
I wish I was more than just someone you walk by
I was a scared to be honest and open
Instead of just hoping you feel what I'm feeling inside
Oh and here we go again
Destroy myself to keep a friend
Hiding away cause I was afraid you'd say no
I wonder if I crossed your mind
As much as you do mind if I tell you the truth
What will I lose?
I don't know
I wish I'd sent you that drunk text that midnight
I was just scared it would ruin our friendship
But I really meant it,
I wonder how you would reply