I'm not doing great, I feel like I'm dead, not thinking straight Inside my body, trouble, full of hate, I have to let it out before it's too late Deep inside, feeling so lost, infiltrated, why does this happen to me every time? Stuck in this place where I can't escape, screaming and crying from deep inside Why won't it fade, outside I have to lie, I'm okay, I hope someday I'll stop getting laid I guess this is the life I have made Deep inside, feeling so lost, infiltrated, why does this happen to me every time? Stuck in this place where I can't escape, screaming and crying from deep inside What am I doing, I can't believe this, I have been hiding, wanting to be less Giving to people, they take from me, always they're bringing drama to me Look, look at me now, now Feeling so lost, infiltrated, why does this happen to me every time? Stuck in this place where I can't escape, screaming and crying from deep inside I can't stand, all of this, no, can't fight, these conscious no, oh, why, these conscious me, no, why