I got wasted cause I didn't want to deal with myself tonight My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright I keep drinking till I'm someone I don't recognize I got wasted cause I didn't want to deal with myself tonight My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright I keep drinking till I'm someone I don't recognize I got wasted Repeat the cycle everyday I gotta start with a drink My life been getting sorta crazy and I don't wanna think I look myself right in the mirror and I don't even blink Then I get angry, take the rest and pour it right in the sink I know where this road goes Alcohol ain't my friend but I keep drinking cause these demons roaming Follow me around everywhere I go It clouds my mind and soul It turns my heart gold But I keep drinking cause it makes me feel like I'm not alone I'm having problems, my pride won't let me reach out Looking at this bottle, having nothing but doubt Don't wanna drink but it keeps coming around and around and around I got wasted cause I didn't want to deal with myself tonight My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright I keep drinking till I'm someone I don't recognize I got wasted I got wasted cause I didn't want to deal with myself tonight My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright I keep drinking till I'm someone I don't recognize I got wasted Another morning with my memories wavy Don't hate me, I got you faded again I try to fight it but the loneliness breaks me Can you blame me? The bottle's been my friend It's gotta be sadistic or maybe masochistic Every night I just stay twisted Cause the only ones that listen Is Sativa and Patron and Casamigo I didn't mean to, but I need to I got wasted cause I didn't want to deal with myself tonight My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright I keep drinking till I'm someone I don't recognize I got wasted I got wasted cause I didn't want to deal with myself tonight My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright I keep drinking till I'm someone I don't recognize I got wasted I know I need to quit I gotta do better Except for these kids Cause they watching when I'm there But I'm scared Cause I've been chasing the man that I am when I start to drink He's cocky, confident and he don't give a damn what you think This world is beating me down and it's pushed me right to the brink I take a shot every time because man it helps me escape I'm taking care of these people but no one takes care of me I wanna talk to somebody but I feel no one relates I need better now I think I've lost my way It's painted right on my face I hope better times are coming No chase but I'm still running I gotta take control And I won't stop for nothing Dear God this is my test Promise that I do my best Just heal me with this pain I feel and pressure that is my I got wasted cause I didn't want to deal with myself tonight My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright I keep drinking till I'm sober and I don't recognize I got wasted I got wasted cause I didn't want to deal with myself tonight My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright I keep drinking till I'm sober and I don't recognize I got wasted I got wasted I got wasted