I've made mistakes, been dishonest Self-estranged, did what I wanted I was a fake, I slept just the same I'm not a saint, no, I'm not a saint Oh, no, it doesn't make sense Oh, no, I don't understand When things are good I don't believe that they're for real I really wish I could Just tell myself I gotta feel Feel something else instead Cause lately life is like a dream It's messing with my head I must be dead I've been a wreck Took things too far Made a mess, fell like a star I've broken hearts And goddamn, I slept the same I'm not a saint, no, I'm not a saint Oh, no, it doesn't make sense Oh, no, I don't understand When things are good I don't believe that they're for real I really wish I could Just tell myself I gotta feel Feel something else instead Cause lately life is like a dream It's messing with my head I must be dead So, suddenly, it's all picture perfect Life is so good and I don't deserve it When things are good I don't believe that they're for real I really wish I could Just tell myself I gotta feel Feel something else instead Cause lately life is like a dream It's messing with my head I must be dead I must be dead I gotta feel I must be dead I gotta feel I must be dead I gotta feel I must be dead