Always been loud in a quiet way I always feel alone in a crowded place I always wanna stay, wanna go, wanna stay, wanna go I don't know, I don't know I get sad on my birthday I wanna talk back, in the worst way I always wanna stay, wanna go, wanna stay, wanna go I don't know what to say I wanna throw it all away I feel like a zombie, I'll die at the party Yeah you'll find my body fully covered in confetti I'll try calling somebody To tell them come get me But you'll find my body fully covered in confetti Singing la-da-da-da-da La-da-da-da-da La-da-da-da-da La-da-da-da-da La-da-da-da-da Found me in the club, looking golden I know everyone, I got no friends I always wanna stay, wanna go, wanna stay, wanna go I don't know, I don't know And I never know what to say Till I'm already walking away Wanna punch you in the face But I won't, but I might, but I won't And I don't wanna play I wanna throw it all away I feel like a zombie, I'll die at the party Yeah you'll find my body fully covered in confetti I'll try calling somebody To tell them come get me But you'll find my body fully covered in confetti Singing la-da-da-da-da La-da-da-da-da La-da-da-da-da Look at the people, they're crazy Look at the people, they're crazy Look at the people, they're crazy Look at the people, they're crazy I feel like a zombie, I'll die at the party Yeah you'll find my body fully covered in confetti I'll try calling somebody To tell them come get me But you'll find my body fully covered in confetti Singing la-da-da-da-da