That look on me is everlasting These books I read don't have the answers Never thought that I'd be where I am today Never thought that I'd see who I am today Sitting on the floor with all my thoughts All I ever do is watch the leaves I keep running back to you, I don't know what for I just cannot seem to find my peace And still I'd wait, and I'd wait, and I'd wait But you never came And still I'd wait, and I'd wait My mistake, knowing you'll never change I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed I'm the only one I've got to blame I'm a fool for your love I'm afraid because you'll never change You will never fall in love with me I wrote, I wrote a letter to you I'll never send Oh, what a feeling To know we're not healing You'll never change And still I'd wait, and I'd wait, and I'd wait But you never came And still I'd wait, and I'd wait My mistake, knowing you'll never change I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed I'm the only one I've got to blame I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed I'm a fool for your love I'm afraid because you'll never change You will never fall in love with me I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm sorry