there's a picture on the wall of me on a john deere jenny handed me a beer said how the hell did you get there oklahoma there were flowers that were dry sitting on the dresser she asked me where they're from i said a place i don't remember jenny jumped into the pool she was swimming with nikki lay she said most men want a woman with a legacy it's our vein she said you can't be amused be happy too you can't blacken the pages with russian poetry and be happy and that scared me i met a man who said he'd come back every may just to help me if i paint my banisters blue blue banisters blue said he'd fix my weather thing give me children take away my pain and paint my banisters blue my banisters blue there's a hole that's in my heart all my women try and heal they're doing a good job convincing me that it's not real it's heat lightning cause there's a man that's in my past there's a man that's still right here he's real enough to touch and in my darkest nights he's shining jenny was smoking by the pool we were riding with nikki lay and i said i'm scared of the santa clarita fires i wish that it would rain i said the power of us three can bring absolutely anything except that one thing the diamonds the rust and the rain the thing that washes away the pain hey but that's okay cause now when weather turns to may all my sisters come to paint my banisters green my blue banisters gray texan makes eye in the bay chucky's making birthday cake chicken's running bare feet there's a baby on the way and now my blue banisters are green and gray summer comes winter goes spring escape god knows summer comes winter goes spring i sleep heaven knows every time it turns to may all my sisters fly to me to paint so