I've been drunk three times this week spent all my money on a fleeting moment I thought I can shake this off now I can't make this stop yeah things were sweet three months ago when I was living how I want on my own and I thought I don't need that much I guess I was out of touch I'm *** up, I'm faded, I'm so complicated those things that I said they were so overrated but I, I, I, I, yeah I meant it oh yeah I, I, I, I, really *** meant it oh yeah I, I, I, I, yeah I meant it oh yeah I, I, I, I, yeah I gave up three times this week went through those feelings like I wasn't worth nothing I thought I, I, I, I, can shake this off no I, I, I, I, can't be this soft I'm *** up, I'm faded, I'm so complicated those things that I said they were so overrated but I, I, I, I, yeah I meant it oh yeah I, I, I, I, really *** meant it yeah I meant it yeah I meant it I'm *** up, I'm faded, I'm so complicated those things that I said they were so overrated but I, I, I, I, yeah I meant it oh yeah I, I, I, I, really *** meant it yeah I meant it yeah I meant it yeah I meant it yeah I meant it yeah I, I, I, I, really *** meant it yeah