My Mind Was Playing On Repeat
My mind was playing on repeat
I couldn't alone separate what was real
From my own strong will to feel
That everything was fine
I decided to write down my endless thoughts on paper
To try to make everything seem a little clearer
I found a little black notebook on top of my refrigerator
I started ripping up the pages that I already used
I tore them apart
I needed a fresh start
Then I read some notes I made last year
In October
There they were, the same phrases I'd been repeating over and over
Let's go deeper
I wanna go deeper
I wanna be the best I can be with you
I wanna feel free
I wanna be me
I wanna be the best I can be with you
Real change might take
White terms
And when you think you've moved on
You still need a little time
To really come around
And the naked truth to release the mind
When I read those notes I made last year
In October
I realized I've been losing my dream
Over and over
Let's go deeper
I wanna go deeper
I wanna be the best I can be with you
I wanna feel free
I wanna be me
I wanna be the best I can be with you
I wanna be the best I can be with you
I wanna feel free
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