I've been away a little while, sometimes I just can't help myself My mind's running wild, I seem to lose grip on reality And I try to disrupt the crazy things the voices tell me to do But it's no use I try to hold it, write songs about it Believe me, I've tried in the end, I needed to breathe To find inspiration, some kind of purpose To take a second to face the shit that makes me me All I needed was the last thing I wanted To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud Every moment, every second, every trespass Every awful thing, every broken dream A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage Picking my head against the wall, trying to put words on a page All I needed was the last thing I wanted To be alone in a room, alone in a room I've been bored a couple times, tried to curate what I've seen But the home was still a hole, and my mind kept playing tricks on me Feeling older every day, took everything I had to not crash and burn But I'm starting to learn Sometimes I'll fall down, sometimes I'll lose hope But I don't seem to be feeling when I keep my feet on the ground I might be lonely, but I ain't alone here So I keep pushing the limits of what makes me me All I needed was the last thing I wanted To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud Every moment, every second, every trespass Every awful thing, every broken dream A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage Picking my head against the wall, trying to put words on a page All I needed was the last thing I wanted To be alone in a room, alone in a room I can't be better than I was I can't be better than I have All I needed was the last thing I wanted To sit alone in a room All I needed was the last thing I wanted To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud Every moment, every second, every trespass Every awful thing, every broken dream A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage Picking my head against the wall, trying to put words on a page All I needed was the last thing I wanted To be alone in a room, alone in a room