I've been on a low, I've been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
I feel like my life ain't mine
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die today
I just wanna die
All these other things I'm talking about, they think they know it
I've been praying for somebody to save me, no one's heroic
And my life don't even matter, I know it, I know it
I know I'm hurting deep down, but can't show it
Never had a place to call my own
Never had a home, ain't nobody calling my phone
Where you been, where you at, what's on your mind?
They say every life precious, but nobody care about mine
I've been on a low, I've been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
I feel like my life ain't mine
But I want you to be alive
I want you to be alive
You don't gotta die today
You don't gotta die
It's the very first breath when your head's been drowning underwater
And it's the lightness in the air when you're there face to face with the lover
It's holding on, though the road's long
It's seeing light in the darkest things
And when you stare at your reflection, finally knowing who it is
I know you think God you did
I've been on a low, I've been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
I feel like my life ain't mine
But I want you to be alive
I want you to be alive
You ain't gotta die today
You ain't gotta die
It won't hurt the same, I know
The road I travel feels alone
But I'm moving till my legs give out
And I see my tears melt in the snow
But I don't wanna cry
I don't wanna cry anymore
I wanna be alive
I don't even wanna die anymore
Oh!
I've been on a low, I've been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
I feel like my life ain't mine
But I wanna be alive
I finally wanna be alive
I don't wanna die anymore
I don't wanna die